So today I’m going with a Deep entry as I like to do, is think…..

Here are a couple quotes I made up

- The actions you do affect peoples life unconsciously.

So make your actions positive because you never know

 The change you will make on the world.

- Make someone’s day, acknowledge them.

-The longer you keep to yourself

 The longer you’re holding the world

 Back form the joy you bring.

Today –

 +   Finished my first book –Blink by Malcom Gladwell

 +   Earned the 2^nd highest grade on the exam (3^rd overall grade in class)

-    Study hard for a test and don’t feel so hot about it

-         Did not do hot at all at FSU practice in pit I feel horrible now….

+   Writing in my Xanga now and feeling at peace it feels good….

Just like to share a litte bit about a conversation I had with some one it was pretty deep my favorite… They just basically asked me the difference between Fresno state marching band and Fever... yes, there is a difference but I found one way for me to connect them.

The joy I find in bring music to people that can possible change there life. That’s just the biggest joy that’s what I shoot for that perfection. To be able for some one to be like I want to do that is just the greatest feeling. Like one experience is to be in Buffalo, NY was awesome we walked in there like oh no… this a scene out of cops really ghetto you see a lot of just really low income area the one you would not want to walk into… but after showing them what we had to offer in our music we were really accepted and we had people hooting and yelling at us they just love to hear us play it was awesome. I will never forget this lady she came with her son and watched us and her son loved it so much and we moved her so much with emotion and I remember hearing the story of how her son said he wanted to play drums it was just so awesome because he has the chance to play the drums now instead of joining a gang he could do something with his life. We walked up to the show to perform as ready as ever best warm up just ready marching in there … show was canceled and that’s how it ended

I will never be that ready for a show ever again…

My goal in life is to change people’s life positively.

I will never forget the people who made an impact in my life. Thank you guys, all of you

The account of me fighting with somebody....

Started off cool and all we were just chilling and had a positive vibe and just kept thinking then one day something that happened changed us and all of a sudden I killed that somebody.... that somebody was you......

Whoa I need to lay off the Chocolate milk yay!!! Trippy gosh you gotta love it...

well life changes and I’ve been reading books which yes I should get slapped my 7th grade reading teacher for me saying I’m never going read a book stupid!!! But yea I recommend a book called Blink by Malcolm Gladwell it’s awesome. Just check it out

Oh man... i'm glad I had a hobo day where I would have a chance to chill because tomorrow comes the daunting task of having to learn the 4th bass part. For Fresno State which I believe takes awhile which i’m going to dedicated alot of time in doing so. Because I don’t want to sit out for the half time show. Because in tenth grade I experienced life on the side lines experiencing the worst times of my life while people were experiencing championships and all. it all hit me at FSU my tenth grade year when I watched CE going to perform a field show with out me... so I just don’t want that to happen again...

i’m loving how life is turning I get  thrown a fastball that I look and i’m like dang that’s really horrible. You know what I just got move on forward and remember that and not let history repeat itself.

Looking in the future.............................

You can’t lift the fog of war there is always uncertainty. So how can you predict what you will do in the future?

Last thing!!!!!

If you can see the whole chess board and what’s on it? How come you can’t win then?

Because you can’t see what is being thought in a mind your competitor...

Live by every move and make a judgment on it. Either snap judgment or thought out

Just got with it...

Wow Fresno state football is awesome. espically when you are sitting 10 ft away. its cool casue yeah some times I hear the drumline playing like man I wish I was on that line but then again, I think to my self, justs not my time for that. still having an awesome time though. he whole after party going to pizza wasent for me. rather do the whole chill with friends and go out some where.

The thing that kicks me in the nuts about college you think yes!  a week before this is due but man the next time you go to the class yes i got half a week till this is due and so on until you realize everything is due on one day with no make. and I have touched one thing!!!

there is so much I could say but im really tired still... from that football game...

if you look up in the dictionary and find me you will see a picture of me sleeping

Thanks for the comments ....

Wow today was awesome.....

First off Cant wait I plan to go back to help Reyburn they are awesome. I heard they checked my site that’s cool.

I wrote the deepest stuff today on paper it’s cool. It just explained a lot about me in one page it was crazy to see it laid out, plus explained to my self.

Let’s see things that are going awesome

City is a challenge I’m living a D in both my marketing classes with the 4th highest grade. It’s a challenge about 8 hours total of just studying involved in two classes.

Fresno State is going awesome I just am grateful for the opportunity to be apart of that program. To showcase what I have learned through my high school and most important middle school years. Set that foundation for it all.

Clovis East will be great this year there show is awesome glad to see them rocking it with intensity. Makes me want to take that drum and throw down again.

Cant wait for Reyburn establish that foundation hopefully. It’s really awesome to see it in the kids now at CE amazing.

Home is a little rough but its still good just changing lifestyles still awesome though

Friends are just amazing love them to death just saying hi can brighten a day up for anyone

No matter the rough times we go through .there is that one flower in the grass that sticks out with love

Things going horrible

Nothing stay strong and positive

Keep in touch with me. Comment your email address love to talk more one on one...

Well... I need a return to the days of Life..

the days of black and white where I could sit and no the thoughts in my head and others

Now I sit in a grey world of not knowing.......